Pleasing & Helping hands......

Many things in life you wish it works out the way you planned it but sometimes, faith just don't comply to your needs.... I've always been pleasing people around me just to keep them by my side but i started to realise that people don't care whether you please them or not cause they will never ever care for you when it comes to your needs.....

They don't care if im dead or gone.... they dont care if your suffering, not and unless your living the life of your dream( they are jealous actually).... all they know is that they got what they want and they can move on with their lifes..... just cause you helped someone before, dont expect them to do u a favour cause its one in a million to happen so..... like the world could crumble down if everyone you helped is actually helping you back.... it means the world is ending, in simplest way.... i noticed that and realised it..... and decided i should stop helping people around me.... at least for my own sake..... but its hard, very hard but i will try.....

Scandals, Past & More......

For the past months, many things has been happening.... all the scandals and shit stuff that's been taking my life and sleep has caused me to look like a drunken bitch but hey, what can you say to someone whom always wanting to care for everything that's happening around her..... I tried ignoring things but it didn't work out..... And my recent stress would be me leaving my scandals..... Something I know for sure I won't be able to do it that easily...... Deep down inside my tiny heart, I have this thing called care n feelings for them... So, leaving them is like a break-up for me..... Life is not like a ride on the highway.... where you hop onto the car, drop off at destination and move on..... Anyone who said that must be seriously joking..... There's more to life than just moving on with it..... Yes, we have to move on from whatever bad stuff that happened to us but that doesn't mean you forget what has happened to you..... you must always keep that in mind as you never know when your past will be useful has a lesson to be remembered....

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Figure that out if possible..... lol

well, i'm hoping 2011 does it better than the year before thou i see some good things happening..... hehehehehehe