Feelings.......

What is feelings? Do you need to show them or just keep it to urself... Well, I do, at least now.... Usually its our EGO that stops us from showing or telling everything we feel.... EGO is really a bad bad devil thats in every one of us.... I was chatting wif this fren of mine yesterday and she was really against about showing her feelings or emotions and decides to keep it in her heart.... She wants to but she is just not ready to do so.... But like, y, y can't u just show wat u feel... So this is wat actually happened, a small part from the whole conversation....



N says: ur different
N says: u found someone
N says: like me..its different

L says: sayang the someone i found, im not sure if its for real
L says: sometimes, i feel like i over excited bout it
L says: thou i see signs on his side but seriously.....
L says: like i make a big deal out of it.... (seriously i do at times)
L says: but im ready for both.....
L says: gud or bad.....
L says: if gud, im wif him till my end of life
L says: but if bad.... P will be the place i finish my life with
L says: its a horrid feeling when u love someone n u think that person loves u but ur not sure but u still willing to wait which ur not even sure its beneficial for u or its just a total lunatic thing u've ever did in ur entire life
L says: its more of a fake life girl
L says: which is wat im having rite now
L says: i do everything i could to win his heart
L says: but im really not sure if i did win or lose the battle

N says: well...
N says: as long as u din see any negative sign from him

L says: but u nvr know when it turns up
L says: if nvr is gud
L says: wat happens after everything u do, u see the negative sign.....
L says: i would just rather ......

So, yeah... I'm waiting for my prince charming to say something.... But being cinderella sometimes is tat much of a fun when its not like the exact thing tat happens in fairy tale.... Where our prince charming comes, looking for his princess, finds Cinderella and they live happily ever after which is so the f*****g s**t.... Its more of a waiting, waiting, waiting n waiting.....



Its all about the waiting, time, patients and more patients..... Just trying not to end up being a patient myself in some lunatic hospital for all the waiting.... Well, i guess we all just have to patiently wait for the right time to come....